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As Christians, we are all called to priestly and prophetic mission to share and proclaim the Gospel. We hope to share with others the good works of God in our lives and strive towards holiness through Mary and the Dominican Spirituality.
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Is this the death of the Light?

4/25/2020

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While in COVID-19 quarantine, my husband and I watched the movie A Hidden Life.  If you are not familiar, it is based on the true story of an Austrian farmer and devout Catholic man who was conscripted to serve in the Nazi military but refused to take the required oath to the Fuhrer.  He seeks the advice of Church leaders and other faithful, begs his wife’s understanding, and endures both the buffets of his community and torture by the Nazis for doing so.  In one particular scene, a faithful friend, pondering the Nazi influence in Austria, asks him, “Is this the death of the Light?”

Though I typically have a terrible memory for the particulars of movies, this line struck me to the point that I chose to take a pen to tablet and write it down.  How many times, I wonder, in the midst of suffering or isolation, might we flounder in the darkness and wonder if the Light remains?  
While great theologians have attempted to answer this question of suffering, the irony of Our Lord’s cross (and our own) remains a great mystery for many of us. How is it that this instrument of torture became the enduring symbol of our salvation?  And how is it possible that our own crosses, the real burdens, fears, and obstacles of our lives, can be a source of grace and growth in holiness?  The short answer is that without uniting our own sufferings to the Lord’s, we fall short of making any real sense out of their power in our lives.

 While wrestling with this question of “the Light,” I  ran head-long into a quote by the French poet and dramatist Paul Claudel.  Claudel, himself a devout Roman Catholic said, “Jesus did not come to explain away suffering, or to remove it.  He came to fill it with His Presence.”

And so these two lines collide in my mind. The first, a question, “Is this the death of the Light?” and the second, a statement of hope, “[Jesus] came to fill [suffering] with His Presence.”  Self-imposed as it sometimes may be, I think of suffering as a form of darkness in my life.  But this quote by Claudel seems to indicate that Jesus, the true Light, comes to fill that suffering [darkness] with the light of His Presence!  In the very dailiness of our experience, perhaps especially in times personally or communally challenging, the Lord wants to bring a comforting light.

The fact that our present public health crisis, and the subsequent removal of the faithful from the Sacraments, happened to fall during our Lenten journey is not lost on me.  It feels much like our own kind of 40 days in the desert, tested and tried, searching and seeking for its meaning in our own lives and in our world.   Some may be able to say that they have readily found this to be a time of renewal or closeness to God and have an increasing awareness of their hunger for the Sacraments.  I have not.  I have, in fact, found myself distracted by both the necessities and the diversions, sensing little detectable closeness in my own 40-day trudging.  Though not a crisis in faith, I have pondered the task of how to struggle well.  That is, how to grapple with my present experience in such a way that it offers Light even when my own eyes may seem dimmed.

So, what of the reality that many of us are having difficulty feeling the presence of God -  this desolation of heart, mind, and sense? 
 

Many saints over the centuries could speak to this struggle in very particular and intimate ways.  One of our contemporary saints, Mother Teresa of Calcutta, is perhaps the most well-known to us.  Mother Teresa, we glean from her writings, suffered for years with an apparent darkness and struggled to feel the Lord’s presence in her life.  She remained faithful - trusting, pining, thirsting for God’s consolation, sure of His Creator-omnipotence, His omnipresence, despite His apparent absence to her human senses.

Our own Dominican tertiary, Saint Catherine of Siena, also experienced periods of desolation, often feeling totally abandoned by God.  It was at these times that she moved outside of her solitude and poured herself out among the people: the poor, the sick, and the destitute.  In her Dialogue (a series of conversations between God and a soul), Catherine tells of the withdrawal of consolation by God Himself for the benefit of an imperfect soul.  She seems to indicate that many of us may find ourselves loving God imperfectly.  That is, loving Him selfishly and for reasons related to what God can do for them or how He can make them feel (for consolations, for instance).  This, rather than loving God for God’s own sake, does the soul little good in the overall journey toward the great perfection of love of God and love of neighbor.  Will that loss of consolation, itself a sensing of the goodness of God, cause the imperfect or selfish soul to quickly lose ardor for God and neighbor? In Catherine’s words: “[grow] weak by degrees”? 

Again, in her
Dialogue, the Lord tells Catherine:

… I withdraw from their minds My consolation and allow them to fall into battles and perplexities.  This I do so that, coming to perfect self-knowledge, they may know that of themselves they are nothing and have no grace, and accordingly in time of battle fly to Me, as their Benefactor, seeking Me alone, with true humility, for which purpose I treat them thus, withdrawing from them consolation indeed, but not grace.

As I re-read the words taken down by St. Catherine, I can appreciate “the soul’s” need to grow in humility, to know and understand its right relationship with God, its smallness; to recognize that all good that comes to the soul is initiated by God, even the very consolation for which it hungers.  And though it is stripped of consolation, it is never abandoned by grace.
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I recently listened to a recorded retreat done by a Dominican friar in which he contrasted the difference between physical or bodily maturing and spiritual maturing.  He noted that when an infant is born it is totally and completely dependent on his mother to attend to all his bodily and emotional needs, but as the infant grows and matures he steps out into a bit more independence.  He learns to dress and feed himself.  As he grows more, he matures enough to separate himself a bit from his parents and live independent of them, creating his own new space and experience.  Spiritual maturity, on the other hand, does not yield more and more independence of the child from the parent (creator Father) but rather a growing need and dependence - not a separation, but a growing intimate closeness.
  

 And [Jesus] said: “Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven”  (Matthew 18:3 NIV).

 The Lord allows the struggle to learn and know our small-ness, but does not leave or abandon us to our own strength.  Grace is still at work, even when our sense of spiritual consolation, the warmth of the Light that we so desire, seems overcast.  The Light reveals the pitfalls, obstacles, chains and wounds - and for a time, our eyes get fixed on that which is illuminated and fail to see the Light, Himself.  But soon, when the heart comes to know well those chains and wounds, and the soul in humility embraces its smallness and utter dependence, it turns its eyes to the Light itself and becomes filled.

Though our eyes may become dim as we find our minds and hearts frenetic with both the noise and the silence of our days, the Light remains.  Grace remains.  The Light, which is Christ Himself, fills our suffering with His Presence.  He calls us to become as little children, to know humility and our utter dependence on God’s goodness.  In this way, He can enter into our suffering, binding it to His own; the Light remains, and its warmth can once again be detected.  


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Reflections on Divine Mercy

4/18/2020

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by Sr. Faustina
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Today, in preparation for writing this article, I prayed to open St. Faustina's Diary to something in which I could easily find meaning and I landed at [699], which seems appropriate since tomorrow is the Feast of Divine Mercy, which Jesus introduces to her here. Quoting Isaiah 1:18, He says no soul should fear to draw near to him, that even as its sins be as scarlet, His mercy is so great that any soul who is obedient and contrite will find "mercy throughout eternity" and shall "obtain complete forgiveness of sins and punishment."
On one occasion, I heard these words: My daughter, tell the whole world about My inconceivable mercy.  I desire the Feast of Mercy be a refuge and a shelter for all souls, and especially for poor sinners.  On that day the very depths of My tender mercy are open. I pour out a whole ocean of graces upon those souls who approach the Fount of My Mercy.  The soul that will go to Confession and receive Holy Communion shall obtain complete forgiveness of sins and punishment. On that day all the divine floodgates through which graces flow are opened.  Let no soul fear to draw near to Me, even though its sins be as scarlet. My mercy is so great that no mind, be it of man or of angel, will be able to fathom it throughout all eternity. Everything that exists has come forth from the very depths of My most tender mercy.  Every soul in its relation to Me will contemplate My love and mercy throughout eternity. The Feast of Mercy emerged from My very depths of tenderness. It is My desire that it be solemnly celebrated on the first Sunday after Easter. Mankind will not have peace until it turns to the Fount of My Mercy. [699]
In the same section of her Diary, St. Faustina, who was sick for most of her life in the convent, talks to the reader about her struggles with pain and suffering, her fear to suffer, but complete trust in Christ and desire to unite herself to him in her sufferings. Her pain is so great in [696] that she is unable to pray beyond uniting herself to the will of God, yet she says later, "Quickly, however, my trust in the infinite mercy of God was awakened in all its force, and everything else had to give way before it, like a shadow retreating before the sun's rays" [697]. In her discipline of spiritual life and complete trust in Christ, she was able to see providence in her pain. God, Who is all good and all merciful, would not allow her to suffer to no purpose, and therefore, her pain must be seen as an opportunity.

Why are these passages about pain and the revelation of the Feast of Divine Mercy next to each other in her journals (in this case from the year 1936, when she first becomes seriously ill)? I wonder if perhaps St. Faustina first had to begin the hardest part of her spiritual journey before being prepared to hear about the Feast of Divine Mercy, or perhaps, the reader needs to be reminded of pain unto death before coming to the Feast, with its promise of special mercy and forgiveness for those to visit Confession and receive Holy Communion on that day. Probably nothing motivates us more to examination of and contrition for our sins than the expectation of our own death, as for most, nothing but fear of death in mortal sin is more frightening than confronting and, critically, confessing the things we know we've done wrong. Dante, in Inferno, says that "death is hardly worse" (Canto 1: 7) than the fear he experiences in the "wilderness, savage, brute, harsh and wild" (5) of Hell as he begins his long examination of the sin he has found himself lost in. "I do not know, I cannot rightly say / how I first came to here - so full of sleep, that moment, abandoning the true way on" (11-12).

The Feast of Divine Mercy is a special invitation to examine our sins in contrition and bring them before the Lord, Who promises to "pour out a whole ocean of graces upon those souls who approach the Fount of My Mercy." In our fear, we can trust in Jesus and be assured of His mercy and love for us.  In Dives in Misericordia, St. Pope John Paul II says, "Mercy...has the interior form of the love that in the New Testament is called agape. This love is able to reach down to every prodigal son, to every human misery, and above all to every form of moral misery, to sin. When this happens, the person who is the object of mercy does not feel humiliated, but rather found again and 'restored to value.'" God, in his mercy and love for us, will not humiliate us as we confess our sins, but rather raise us up with His forgiveness and restore our dignity, our humanity.

However, as we are reminded when contemplating Is. 1:18, which also appears in Jesus's request for the Feast of Divine Mercy, we should not be half-hearted in our contrition.

Wash yourselves clean!
     Put away your misdeeds from before my eyes;

Cease doing evil;

     Learn to do good.

Make justice your aim: redress the wronged,

     Hear the orphan's plea, defend the widow.

Come now, let us set things right,

     Says the LORD:

Though your
sins be like scarlet,
     They may become white as snow;

Though they be red like crimson,

     They may become white as wool.

If you are willing and obey,

     You shall eat the good things of the land;

But if you refuse and resist,

     You shall be eaten by the sword:

For the mouth of the LORD has spoken!


- Is. 1:16-18

Mercy is given in love, but we must also cease to do evil and willingly obey the word of the Lord. St. Faustina herself touches this as she observes a bit after the revelation of the Feast of her meditation practice, "The topic of my particular examen is my union with the Merciful Christ.  This practice gives me unusual strength; my heart is always united with the One it desires, and its actions are regulated by mercy, which flows from love" [703]. The soul's greatest desire is to be united to God and this striving to be united to God will naturally help us also unite our actions to His will.
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The Last Seven Words of Christ

4/4/2020

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The Last Seven Words of Christ - Crucifixion
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by Sr. Caterina de Siena 


​I have been doing a bible study during Lent by Dr. Edward Sri entitled,
No Greater Love (Ascension Press).  This amazing study focuses on the Passion of Our Lord and each session is filled with beautiful reflections and insights into what Jesus was experiencing during his last week on earth.  The final lesson is on the Last Seven Words of Christ as he hung on the Cross.

Dr. Sri makes a wonderful suggestion that I want to share with you.  He says, “Think of these seven last words…as personal words spoken to you.  Before Jesus died, he was thinking of you and what you would be going through this year, this month, this day.  He wants to give you a certain message to encourage you, comfort you or challenge you.”
Below are the verses from the New American Bible, Revised Edition (NABRE) which contain the Last Seven Words of Christ.  Prayerfully reflect on each one and envision Jesus before you as He hangs on the Cross. Which one of these statements does He speak to you and why?  What is your reaction? Are you comforted, challenged, or convicted by what Jesus is saying to you? Continue to ponder and pray over these seven statements that Jesus utters during His last moments of life.  
Last Seven Words of Christ
  1. Luke 23:34 - Then Jesus said, “Father, forgive them, they know not what they do.”
  2. Luke 23:43 -  “Amen, I say to you, today you will be with me in Paradise.”
  3. John 19:26-27 -  When Jesus saw his mother and the disciple there whom he loved, he said to his mother, “Woman, behold, your son.”  Then he said to the disciple, “Behold, your mother.” And from that hour the disciple took her into his home.
  4. Matthew 27:46 -  And about three o’clock Jesus cried out in a loud voice, “Eli, Eli, lema sabachthani?” which means, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”
  5. John 19:28 - After this, aware that everything was now finished, in order that the scripture might be fulfilled, Jesus said, “I thirst.”
  6. John 19:30 - When Jesus had taken the wine, he said, “It is finished.” And bowing his head, he handed over the spirit.
  7. Luke 23:46 - Jesus cried out in a loud voice, “Father, into your hands I commend my spirit”; and when he had said this he breathed his last.
I pray that Holy Week will be so much more for you after these meditations.
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